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"We were both young when I first saw you..."

Once more. Once again. She picked up her now old notebook and started scribbling in it. This time, it's a letter addressed to someone who has been a constant occupant of her mind.

Dear Mind-bender,

I can't stand it no more -- this helplessness I feel because of you, this constant confusions and denials. I really can't stand it no more. I don't blame you. This is not your fault. Although, I really want to blame you for this. I know that thinking of you has been my constant habit these past few days. I don't find it irritating, don't misunderstand me. It's just that because of this crazy habit of mine, I find myself starting to fall in love with you and I guess, this is not a healthy feeling.

I can't believe I'm actually feeling this way. Questions like 'Why so sudden?' and 'Why so fast?' float in my head endlessly. I can't seem to fathom how all of these started. Was it when you shared your world to me? Or was it that time when you came to be with me in the most unexpected scenario there is? I don't know. I don't know how all these started. All I know is that every time I think of you, my heart starts beating like it's been through a race. I can't seem to understand why my hands get so sweaty and cold every time I hear your name. 

I'm familiar with all these things. The fast beating of my heart, my glowing aura, my flushed cheeks and the bright glow of my eyes -- all these and more are enough evidences that I'm really starting to fall in love with you. 

I'm scared. It's not that I don't want to. Being in love is the greatest and most overwhelming feeling in this world. But I'm scared of falling in love again. What if this will be just like the others that I've been through before? What if this is just another unrequited love that I have to suffer? What if this is just going to be a repeat of all those pains and hurts? What if?

I'm scared. So if you're just here to teach me another lesson about getting hurt again, please, pretty please, stop. I beg of you.

Confused Soul,
Girl

"It's a love story, baby, just say 'yes'."